Blog Entries by Benjamin

One of the hardest parts of sexual sin is dealing with the consequences. They often come in the form of shame, regret, self-hatred, embarrassment, disgust, and hopelessness.  They aren’t always internal feelings either, they can be about the way your sin affects others - hurt loved ones, divorce, loss of a job, loss of trust or loss of respect...

Blessed is the man whose sin the Lord does not count against him"
I have not looked at pornography or masturbated since before college started. But I do not boast for this being my victory. I hope that my testimony can encourage you all, and this week I want to offer an encouragement.

I know how terrible it feels after you fail time and time...

I have tried so many things to get rid of a porn addiction. I’ve read countless books, listened to sermons, used online programs, and read hundreds of stories from others that have struggled with the same issues. Every time I try something new, I expect a culminating moment where all desires and memories will be gone for good.

It hasn’t...

I personally believe that it is almost impossible to get free from your sexual addictions without strong accountability.

Almost as soon as God made man, he declared that it wasn’t good for him to be alone, and I believe that truth is critical to us today. In my own life I know that when left to my own strength I often fall and have trouble...

Sometimes I wonder if I am really all that different from when I was living my life of sexual promiscuity. Sure I have stopped doing all of the things I used to do, but my mind seems to be staying in the same place. If I constantly want to look at porn then how am I any different than when I was actually looking at it?

I used to love going to...

To be completely honest, sometimes I want to go back to my old life. It just seems so glamorous at times, being able to go where I want, when I want, and do what I wanted to do. At times it even felt like I could get who I wanted. It seems much more exciting than my life now, a life that involves studying the bible, restricting internet access,...