Blog Entries by Michelle

Porn is a ccounterfeit.  It is a cheap substitute for the real deal yet many men (and women) fall for it time and time again.  Many women try to do the "pay back" when they catch their man cheating.  Guess what though? ...that is a counterfeit too.

I was on the Internet today and found this poem.  It is quite depressing, but it is a reality for...

I have found for me that the key to this is forgiveness and mind renewal.

Forgiveness doesn’t mean that the offense didn’t happen; it means you are choosing to release the offender from the debt owed to you.

Forgiveness really isn’t for the offender as much as it is for us.  When we choose to forgive an offender; an un-repentant offender...

Like Abraham, may I not waver through unbelief regarding the promise of God, but let me be strengthened in my faith and give glory to God, being fully persuaded that God is able to do what He has promised.  (Romans 4:20-21)

May I rejoice in my tribulations, knowing that tribulation produces perseverance; and perseverance, character; and...

When our husband's look elsewhere, usually we feel like we are not enough. 

When a husband takes a second or third glance at women in public, looks intently at women on magazine covers, views pornography, checks out dating sites, and or has an extramarital affair we are left feeling like we just don't measure up and sadly more often...

This journey began just over 7 years ago.  To some that is still the honeymoon period- to us it has been a long and very windy road.   A lot of the journey documented in journals, late night phone calls and yes even these blogs.  

I knew 6 years ago that the Lord said He would heal my husband- deliver him from his heart of stone and give him...

I dive right in. Every night I pray for forgiveness and ask to be given strength to maybe make it through the day without caving in to this struggle.

And almost everyday I slip and fall.

I feel like I fail God every time, yet I'm always pulled back into it.

A few song lyrics:

Do as you please, shame will follow [The Devil Wears Prada -...

Proverbs 4:23 says "Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life."

I felt inspired to write about guarding your heart (where it applies to someone you love) this week, but what I wanted to share I soon realized was going to take more time to research the Scriptures than I was actually prepared for tonight so it will...

This is my first time submitting information about my problem on the web. I've checked out this site, and I feel safe. I feel a need to share because I know by doing this, it helps me and helps others. I had a slip up with internet porn yesterday as well as masturbation, both of which I know are harmful to me based on much experience. I had...

TODAY is the day I stop. I just confess to my best friend that I am addicted to porn. I sign up for the x3 program, and got my friend email on it. I am a strong Christian believer, and I try not to let a day go by without reading my Bible. I am still a virgin, and I made a promise to God when I was 15 that I will save sex for marriage. Lately I...

So, I've posted a confession on here before, a while ago. that was the first time I admitted me watching porn and masterbation was an issue for me. I did talk with two people, which helped for a while. Just knowing that two other people knew my secret made me feel like a bad person for a while. These two people either ignored my struggle or...