Again I Fall

I've struggled with pornography and masturbation for a long time now, before meeting my girlfriend I had stopped, I had gone months and months without even the desire to look at anything or do anything. But recently I’ve fell to it again, I’ve started to almost weekly fall to it again, my girlfriend is not the cause of it, on the contrary she is completely aware of my problem and has supported me through it a few times now, but I’ve fallen again and I can't bear the thought of how much I’m hurting god, it's killing me inside, I can't bear the thought that I’ve let my girl friend down again too. All I can do is come before god again and say I’m failed, give me another chance, please forgive me, only I want to do that this time with utter unshakable confidence I won't do it again.

Jacob wrote on August 29th 08 at 01:18AM

hey man i know exactly what you are going through. I have rececently gotten into my old habits again and i am totally ashamed of my self. Like you, i have come to God countless times and asked him to give me another chance. I know im not worthy of another chance but the wonderful thing about God is that he always forgives us and never turns his back on us.

Good Luck and God Bless