I know there are others like me

Like many others I have fallen into the porn trap, and like others I love God, and have given my life to him, but I know that this terrible addiction is holding me back. When I was dating a girl in high school I never really got into porn, but then we broke up after a year or so in college, and then I got back into it, I want myself to be pure from this addiction so I can find that perfect girl, but so many times I feel incredibly lonely. I go to a large public college, and many of my friends talk about porn and masturbation very openly, and do not feel as though they are doing anything bad...This doesn't help matters, luckily I have one good friend who helps to keep me accountable via X3watch, but somehow I still find ways around it...please pray for me, I don't want to do this anymore, I want to be pure and find that perfect girl, and I don't think I can find that girl until I kick this disgusting habit, again, please pray for

james wrote on July 3rd 08 at 08:36PM

You're doing all the right things seeking first the Kingdom and His righteousness and all other things will be added unto you it just takes time to repair the damage we've done over the years no prayers go up void keep up the good work

Jon wrote on July 3rd 08 at 10:59PM

hey i feel ya read James 13-20 and then 1 john1:9 and then get a filter

Steve wrote on July 5th 08 at 05:24AM

I know how you feel bro. I am a believer in Christ yet i cant kick this habit. I have met with couselors and read endless books on the subject. I have found one book though that has made quite and impact on my life. It's called bondage breakers by Niel Anderson. I think sometimes i forget who i am in Christ and that I don't have to live in bondage anymore. We have to believe that He can deliver us from this addiction. Please pray for me and know that I am daily praying for you.