Years of failed attempts to quit.
I am a born again Christian, and firmly believe that I can overcome sexual addiction, but apparently, after over 10 years of failed attempts to quit, I'm going to do what I knew I needed to in the beginning. I'm confessing. There is so much guilt, shame, and embarrassment in all of this. I am deeply in love with my God, and my beautiful wife and I have been planning to go out on the mission field to spread the gospel, but deep inside, I know that I am a huge hypocrite. I'm so sorry to my wife, the people I've led, and to my LORD and Savior Jesus Christ. I am definitely seeking help here, and with my pastor as overcoming sexual immorality is impossible on your own. I dread crushing my wife when she finds out, but even more so, I ever await the day when I can say that God has help me overcome, and I know that in a week, in a month, in a year, I won't fall back into this sinful addiction.
