Good secrets are often bad habits

I have been a youth pastor for less than three months. I have recently finished in Bible college,and I just celebrated my two year wedding anniversary. I have struggled with the battle against internet pornography since I was nine years old. The guilt and shame nearly ruined my relationship with my wife when we were dating, and nearly ended my marriage within the first year. I am still battling it, I need help, and I need prayer. I have an accountability partner that i need to take more seriously. In fact I am about to contact him to talk right after I finish typing this. I have experienced so much victory that it seems retarded for me to keep going back. I know God is working in my heart, but I am addicted, and I need to do more to make that addiction break. Someone please pray for me. This is really hard to admit. I am starting over, and I will win this time. I have to.