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I've screwed up
When the job gets tough, I didn't turn to God, I turned to porn and Cybersex. I always felt disgusted and dirty but felt enslaved by it. I realized I was addicted. I need help, I need prayers. My ministry will suffer, if I get caught then everything is over and I'm so paranoid. I can't be all God wants me to be with this in my life, I hope x3 watch will help, I'm sick of dealing with this repulsive fake cyber world and want out. Help, God save me from myself.
Colin wrote on September 4th 08 at 02:33PM
Hey. Just want to encourage you that you have taken the first couple steps in the right direction, coming here and writing your confession and getting x3 watch. So good job.
So practically, can i encourage you to get a web filter such as safe eyes found here on x3church, or NetNanny, or one of the many others. It may seem a little extreme but these filters, once set up so that you don't have the administrator password or power, will block out all questionable sites. Safe Eyes is my personal favourite, very customizeable. Anyway its just a way to help break the self destructive cycle, it helped me and i believe it can help you.
So anyway pastor, you know very well that this is a fake substitute for the real thing that God intended for us. So knowing this walk in the forgiveness of Jesus and take all the steps you need to in order to break the cycle. If it helps, talk to someone you trust, someone you can be honest and real with. Anyway be blessed, I am praying for your freedome
So practically, can i encourage you to get a web filter such as safe eyes found here on x3church, or NetNanny, or one of the many others. It may seem a little extreme but these filters, once set up so that you don't have the administrator password or power, will block out all questionable sites. Safe Eyes is my personal favourite, very customizeable. Anyway its just a way to help break the self destructive cycle, it helped me and i believe it can help you.
So anyway pastor, you know very well that this is a fake substitute for the real thing that God intended for us. So knowing this walk in the forgiveness of Jesus and take all the steps you need to in order to break the cycle. If it helps, talk to someone you trust, someone you can be honest and real with. Anyway be blessed, I am praying for your freedome
