need to get this out

I need to get this out to someone and I don't have anywhere that I feel completely safe confessing to, so here I am. Lately I have really been struggling and several times I have checked out some porn sites. The thing is my personal laptop has X3 Watch on it and so in my desperation I used the church's computer. Of course I cleared the history and temporary folders to try and clean my tracks, but I fear being found out. Worse than that I fear that my sin has given an open door for the enemy to come in. I've confessed to God and asked for His protection over the church, but I felt it was neccessary to make this confession some-what public. i hate the thought that i have jeopardized the spiritual sanctity of our church for a few minutes of porn. I just installed X3 on the church computer, so now there is yet another layer. I know God has brought deliverance but sometimes its just hard to walk it out. I would like your prayers and support.

Ty wrote on July 17th 08 at 01:32AM

God will help you. You have taken the first step. It will not be easy. To help you I recomend reading "Every Man's Battle" . Reading this book and applying it's godly advice and wisdom has helped me tremendously as well as my accoutability partner and this site.
God created sex for marriage. He created love not lust.
May God Bless You!!

Jon wrote on July 17th 08 at 08:09PM

dude i totally agree with half of what you said I've been there try installing a web filter like k9 if you want and make up a mix letter and number password