Stop Playing with fire

When I was a kid I was asked to have sex by 5 different male freinds(yes male). what do I have queer written on my forehead. suddenly as I grew older I found myself getting into porn(mom and dads satelite, you know the huge satelite in the middle of the yard). then when I moved in with my soon to be wife the internet came along. boy was that a convenient way to see all the blinding porn sites you can imagine. than the time came when I had to see more nasty stuff(the nastier the better). worse and worse my craiving got, wanting to see all the gross stuff you can imagine. it just never cured the need. I had to see more turned into have to do more. so guess what, yeah thats write I talked my wife into group sex and swinging so I could watch and get my desires taken care of. now I'm divorced and still cant seem to learn. I need your help before this craving gets me into something that could send me to jail.

Michelle wrote on June 6th 08 at 12:13PM

I have said a prayer for you. May the Lord give you mercy and help you to deal with this thing once and for all. There are some great resources here at our site. There are referrals there to other sites such as higher-calling.com for those who are still struggling in this area. There are guys there walking it out who will help you to stand if you are willing. There are other referrals to ministries like Pure Life Ministries. Check out the Get Help Section.

Most importantly- know without a doubt that GOD has not given up on you even if everyone else has. You are not alone and He wants to set you free. Give as much of yourself over to God as you have given over to these other things and I believe you will make it!!!