What porn leads to
Through our whole relationship and engagement my now husband has had a problem with pornography. He has constantly lied to me about it. He talks to his ex girlfriends behind my back. We have been married only six weeks. THe day after our wedding night he made me leave him alone in a room so he could masturbate. I recently discovered that my husband who is a christian, a deacon in the church, and a youth leader, cheated on me three months before our marriage while on a cruise with his family. He said he did it because he was horny and didnt think our relationship was that serious. This was three months before our wedding day. He went back to the room with the girl and made out with her lied to her about haveing a girlfriend..fiance. Laid in a bed with her and put his hands under her shirt and down her pants. I feel like he tricked me into marrying him in the fact that he didn't tell me about it til just yesterday. Six weeks exactly after our wedding day. I have no idea what to do.I can't trust him. I cringe when he tries to touch me because he placed his hands on her in the exact same way. I still love him very much but he has been a pathological liar our whole relationship. I can't divorce him becuase he didn't cheat in the marriage. It was before thus not being adultery. I feel trapped and alone. He only knew the girl for a few days and she is recently divorced. She never even knew she was engaged.
