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A disgusting problem.
I am one of those girls that finds anything sexual is meant for marriage, as it says in the bible. But ever since I was of a young age I found myself aroused by such things. It is one of the most disgusting habits ever and I simply cannot stop. I feel horrible and sometimes I feel God will simply give up on me even though I know that will never happen. I've been trying really hard lately to stop. I sicken myself with this crude behavior and as much as I try and plead with myself I struggle like most. I think me saying this out in the open will help me move past this issue and allow me to lead a slightly normal life. I hope that when I over come this I can just pretend it never happened. I just need to know that I'm not the only one.
Jason wrote on August 14th 08 at 01:20PM
You are not the only one by far. I'm a guy but have seen many girls with sexual problems as well. God will bring you out of this if you put your trust in him. I know everyone says that, but I've seen it already in my life after my problems with sexual addictions. I'm praying for you.
Aaron wrote on August 15th 08 at 04:56PM
You are not the only one and God gives us a sex drive, but its good to know that you have recognized when its not the one God gave you, but one that has been created by you; just try and move past the guilt and shame and towards peace, I know thats an easy thing to say and incredibly hard task to even begin to carry out. Coming out of this won't lead you to a normal life, it would lead you to an abnormal one; one thats fulfilling and I hope and pray this was of some encouragement and you can move past this with God; I'm in the same boat so I know exactly how you feel.
"Peace starts in the presence of God, it moves to contemplation of the character of God, it adds contemplation on the real nature of life, and finishes with self discovery and new strategies for living. Peace means to have everything in the right place, being used towards its right purpose" – Passage from The Sins We Love: Embracing Brokenness, Hoping for Wholeness by Randy Rowland
"Peace starts in the presence of God, it moves to contemplation of the character of God, it adds contemplation on the real nature of life, and finishes with self discovery and new strategies for living. Peace means to have everything in the right place, being used towards its right purpose" – Passage from The Sins We Love: Embracing Brokenness, Hoping for Wholeness by Randy Rowland
