Enough is Enough
I have finally decided what im going to write in here.
first, a quick background...
im 15 years old. im a guy. christian. livng for the Lord. in some parts of my life.
For about three or four years now, i have been addicted to porn. images, videos, stories.
its scary. i always thought i could stop whenever, except i realised a while ago that i cant.
it eats me inside. at school, im the only christian in my group of friends. i feel like a hypocrite. i am, i suppose. im talking to them about all this biblical stuff, and then i go home, and all of that falls away.
this is the third time that i tried to quit.
this time though, im gonna make it stick. this time, i have god on my side.
so, a message to all those out there stuck in this rubbish, this immitation of god by carnal humans, there is hope.
i found it, and i think god that i did. if not, who knows where i would be. certinally not here, writing this.
in the meantime, while i try and beat this disease, your prayers would be much appreciated. and im happy to pray for anyone else too.
The only thing i did was submit to God and was being honest with Him that i needed out. He brought me out of it!! But it was a few months later that I slipped back in to it; it was for about a month and then I just let it Go!!!! Not through my strength, but through His. Heres the solution to the problem: Matt.6:33, James 4:7,8a, 2 Chor.10:3-6. Basically its SEEKING GOD WITH YOU WHOLE HEART!!
GOD tells us in Gal. 3:26 For you are all sons of God through faith in Jesus Christ. Hang on bro!! don't let the devil eat you alive! draw near to God and he will draw near to you :) God keeps his word. Rejoyce in what He has Done for you! IT WILL PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE! :) I love you bro!!! i will be prayin for you!! From your Bro in Christ: Michael Liddle. Ps. Also look up James 1:2-8 For your own good, I highly encourage you to memoriz the verses that realy stick out to you so that you can keep youself accountable to God and its a great way to start building a defense against your fleshly desires and the devil! PRAYER IS CRITICALLY NEEDED!!!!!!!! YOUR COMMUNICATION WITH GOD, YOUR ONLY SOURCE OF POWER!!
