My confession
Hey my names Sam,
I really need to write this to put it out there and come clean. My first exposure to porn was when i was about 6 or 7, I walked in on my dad looking at it on the computer. I didn't think much of it at the time dad quickly turned off the monitor and said don't tell anyone. As I moved onto early teenage years I started to dabble in porn. Being a girl when they found the stuff in the computer my mum would blame my dad or my brother. I was always over looked when it came to that subject. I guess from there I started looking at it more regularly and getting deeper into what i was watching. Masturbation also came along with that as my friends would suggest stuff to me. At the end of year 11 I made a serious commitment to follow the Lord and went for a year without porn. At the start of year twelve I started to slip again and have been struggling ever since. Over the past two years I have repeatedly tried to stop and failed. Maybe 2 two three months would go by but then I'd slip back. I'm scared of mentoring it to anyone as I'm not sure how they'll take it but this is start and I do have a female mention I could talk to.
Sam
Im not a girl, but one thing that i have found helps is one of the courses on settingcaptivesfree.com
there is one of them on there that i am doing now, which is really good
anyways, good luck and if you ever need someoone to talk to email me @ thebackgrounder@hotmail.com
Blessings
