Finally...

I am addicted to masturbation and have been for over 8 years. I have never told anyone, and I can't seem to find the courage. My addiction disgusts me. I hate it. But I can't say no. I will be doing homework...and I will end up at a porn site and tell myself, "I am just looking." I never "just look." I have even taped myself, modeling myself after the porn stars I saw, and after the sexual feelings passed, I would immediately be disgusted by what I did and erase all evidence.

I want to stop, I hate it. I hate it with all of me. I don't know how to stop. I am so ashamed. I love God and want to give Him my all, I was made for Hid glory, not for this.

donutdude wrote on September 20th 08 at 07:04AM

Hey dude,

If you're interested in a specific battle plan to move mountains in your life, I'd love to lock arms with you, put Proverbs 27:17 and Ecclesiastes 4:9-12 into action, and share the battle plan with you. If you're game, feel free to email me at wheatonwr@hotmail.com. I hope to hear from you soon.

Jon wrote on September 20th 08 at 02:04PM

hey wassup yeah i did the exact same thing well half of what you said but try what i did try putting up a porn filter