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I went so long and now I've failed again
I was addicted to porn years ago at about age 15. When I forced myself to stop looking at it and leave that sin completely, I was successful for 3 years. Now I've found myself looking at it again and I feel like such a failure to myself and God. I don't really know how much willpower I have left to do it again, and I'm just so saddened that I let myself be dragged right back into this despicable sin.
Dave wrote on October 1st 08 at 07:36PM
Hey dude,
If you're interested in making Prov 27:17 & Eccles 4:9-12 part of your daily lifestyle, then feel free to email me at wheatonwr@hotmail.com b/c I have a battle plan for you.
If you're interested in making Prov 27:17 & Eccles 4:9-12 part of your daily lifestyle, then feel free to email me at wheatonwr@hotmail.com b/c I have a battle plan for you.
Sasha wrote on October 1st 08 at 11:30PM
My heart breaks for you right now because I have been there so many times before as well and I know what you are going through.
God is still in the process of healing my heart from this- and something that has helped me has been Hosea 2:14-17
"So I am going to attract her; I will lead her into the desert and speak tenderly to her. There I will giver her back her vineyards, and I will make the Valley of Trouble a door of hope. There she will respond as when she was young as when she came out of Egypt. The Lord says, "In the future she will call me 'my husband' no longer will she call me 'my Baal.' I will never let her say the names of Baal again; people won't use their names anymore."
That verse just spoke alot of truth into my heart and I hope it can help you as well. Hosea has some powerful stuff in it if you want to continue and read further.
God is still in the process of healing my heart from this- and something that has helped me has been Hosea 2:14-17
"So I am going to attract her; I will lead her into the desert and speak tenderly to her. There I will giver her back her vineyards, and I will make the Valley of Trouble a door of hope. There she will respond as when she was young as when she came out of Egypt. The Lord says, "In the future she will call me 'my husband' no longer will she call me 'my Baal.' I will never let her say the names of Baal again; people won't use their names anymore."
That verse just spoke alot of truth into my heart and I hope it can help you as well. Hosea has some powerful stuff in it if you want to continue and read further.
