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Sex and My Life
I do not have a problem with porn.. I have never liked it, however I am addicted to sex. After many years of celibacy and living a good godly life, I find myself having sex with my boyfriend and not seemily being able to stop.
At first I wont even kiss him, now we are having sex and I want to stop because I cannot deal with the shame and guilt we both feel.
I am enjoying the sex more than i should, I guess I miss the intimacy and pleasure one gets from being close to someone. Thats my confession. I pray for mercy and grace honestly because I do not wish to die in sin.
Faunta wrote on September 19th 08 at 08:54PM
Thank you for posting this. I have no answers for I struggle with the same and felt I must be the only one. Into Christ, worshiping Him, going to church, a leader to the youths...yet go home and struggle with fornication. It has been almost 2 years since I've been intimate with a man, yet, I get "intimate" with myself, if you know what I mean. And as we know, what is in a man's heart, so he is. Thoughts of sexual fulfillment has resurfaced strongly to the point of letting it take place. Thoughts, become words, words become action, actions become habit, babit becomes character, and character can lead our destiny. That's how serious it is. I pray for a husband. For the Word says it is better to marry than to burn. Burn with lust; and even burn in hell. The Lord made us with these emotions. I pray and ask Him to help me control them. God bless you and I pray for your strength!
