
Thank You WWE
At the airport headed to LAX and approving some more confessions. Here is one:
I started looking at porn when I saw that the girls in the WWE were
also in Playboy. The women would come out each Monday smiling and
pretty and I soon discovered there pictures online for free and no one
around to correct me. I was 13. Now I'm 20 and cant be in a room by
myself without looking up the porn i've become addicted to.
My dad has been a pastor my entire childhood and the shame of leading
worship or helping with a church event while having this problem has
been daunting. I go to a christian University and it seems everyone
struggles with this but no one has an answer. If you do please let me
know.
I've managed to steer clear of many traps adolescence
sets but that's only because i've been so consumed with porn. I don't
know what to do but pray and try to love God as much as I can. I wish
all of you the best as we struggle with this.
God Bless,
David
http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-men/addicted.html
I know exactly how you feel, but, maybe I feel worse. Here is why I say that. When I was your age, thank God the internet and porn had not been invented yet, or, who knows where I would be at this point in my life.
I am 52 years old, married and have a seven year old and eleven year old son. I am to this day struggling with the same issue as you.
For the last few weeks, I've been telling my wife that we need to take the computers upstairs from our finished office basement to bring more exposure to the kids use of the internet because we have had a couple of experiences with kids from the neighborhood coming over and playing inappropriately on the internet with my boys.
My greatest sense of guilt comes from me talking the talk with my boys in an effort to set a good example and I'm not walking the walk as I go downstairs when everyone is asleep (because they all go to bed early - 9PM) and get on websites and view inappropriate web content.
I have prayed, I have rationalized my behavior and I have promised God over and over again that I would stop and broken every promise.
My suggestion to my wife to move the computer upstairs I think is more of a call for help for myself than it is a remedy to keep my boys at bay from watching the wrong content online. Although it would help with both areas of our lives.
I will pray for you and others who come to this website for help. Please pray for me and my family.
Trying to be in His service,
Bruce
I'm sure that I would have been exposed to porn even without the WWE but I believe that if not for their horrible promotion of sex and porn that it would have been later on in my life and I would have been better prepared to fight the temptations. Everyday is still a challenge but thanks to God and support of my real friends I am still fighting.
And also to note, I'm still a wrestling fan but I have to constantly keep my guard up...even if that means just reading the results on their website.
Thank you XXXchurch for all your help.






