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By Brandon on Tue, May 20th 08 at 10:02AM | Permalink | Comments (9)

Tomorrow I am traveling to Columbus, Ohio with a few veterans and legends. The legend intern Stephen Rose, video extraordinaire Sam Sanchez and Rex the Rabbit. We are headed there to do an event at a youth group and then we will be filming three Pornmobile Confessions late into the evening.

I am excited because I met a couple of the guys from this church on road in the winter. We started to talk and they briefly told me their stories. Together, they both were interns and leaders at their church. Then one day it all came to a crashing halt. Andrew and Andy quit.

They both looked at me and said it was too much, too much energy, too much time and too much about themselves. Too much energy and time being into junk, primarily porn and girls and sex and more porn and lust.

They said, it is was all connected. All of it. While being interns and leaders at their church they were in to deep in things God is not okay with. So they quit. Andy and Andrew looked me in the eyes and said that it was their only choice to stop living consistent, patterns of lies.

They are finding freedom for the first time. And it took giving up.

We have the privilege to film their stories for Pornmobile Confessions tomorrow night.

They are just two guys from Columbus trying to figure this all out.

Their story is inspirational.

-Brandon

Check out Tommy's story from the Pornmobile / PS - We just released a Pornmobile Confessions DVD with all the stories on it.


JohnnyLiveHelp wrote on May 23rd 08 at 10:02AM
These guys are my hero. Anyone who has the guts to be real, they are my heroes.
chang wrote on May 28th 08 at 10:19PM
i wanna change.. plz help me..
michael wrote on May 29th 08 at 03:09PM
i need to change... i need to live w/o fear of going into an empty bedroom w/ a computer help me
brandon wrote on May 29th 08 at 11:29PM
@michael/chang - at X3 we are here for you. we may not be experts but we can tell you of what has helped us and others we know. have courage you are not alone and we are here for you.

@michael - i think it is time to cancel the internet or get rid of the computer. also, do you have accountability software on your computer or a filter, those are both a must....

@chang - i do not know what specifically you are going through but we want to help...
Tom wrote on May 30th 08 at 08:03PM
Man. I tell you what. I've gone through a ton of crap with porn. (please excuse me, I say that a lot when I'm talking about sin...) I mean... it has been tough. God bless you guys. I'll get it out to you guys if you want...
sanzilla wrote on May 31st 08 at 01:30PM
I'm 22 year old boy ,I really don't know that my mother or father knows that I was doing this . But using the internet connection I'm doing this .
I'm not a cristian but a strong Buddish . and I believe the hell . and I don't wanna to go there and I wanna to stop this .

This is how I addicted to it .First whan i was grade 10 I think , I experienced a some kind of deep pleasure when I climbing through the tree . I feel like something was happening . at that time my friends are openly doing this on the classroom and I feel that that if i can experience that way . anyway I did it and feels that it was easy to get the same pleasure than the antena .
at that time I never watched the porn . But the songs those with those halfly naked dancing girls
I feel that when I doing this with it makes me more easy . after that since now I'm using the internet PORN for that .

Man I really needs to stop this . I can't go to the hell . I'm a good one really a good one , I'm never hit anybody in my school time and I was a completely a vegeterian and hate to eat meet of animals . Now I was a computer science undergraduate who is studing computer security .
I tried to stop this when I using my computer interest to spend more lust on computing and stay away from the masterbration and looking into them even not looking at girls . The method that I used , really I able to control it for up to 9 days , but after 9 days I feeling totally uncomfortable and when I found a some image accendiently on a banner or a popup or in my email the hell comes back at that situatation .I need a solouation for this . That means I have totally eneargy to stop this mentelly . But i think I have to use some anti sex feeling generating tabs .I really know the web sites that can buy them and have a problem with the saying open to a doctor or a phmarcy to say my things . Beacuse they knowing me as a one who had totally addicted to the computer life . But I know who am I and I'm not , I love computers and that was correct and I doing this 5 times per day somedays .

I really honner your web site and need this web site up to our ip range . I'm not believing the cristinity and I'm a strong believer of the rebirth .But I honer your web site .
Joe 2 wrote on June 1st 08 at 03:22AM
PLease, I'm a 15 year old guy who needs help. I was first exposed to porn at the age of 13, and it has gotten worse every day that goes by. I have a strong will to stop, but I'm addicted. I can't trust myself alone with a computor, and I get scared everytime my parents touch the comp. I also get scared when my parents call my name.

I am a strong christian and I go to chruch regularly 3 times a week. Belive me when I say I've tried to stop, but I realize I can't do it alone. I have also attempted to talk to leaders at my church, but I didn't have the courage to. Pease help me, I need it dearly. Thank you, and God bless.
Steven wrote on June 1st 08 at 05:01PM
Everyday I tell myself I will not get into pornography, but when i eat out at dinner sometimes there are tv's that show commercials that make me want to masturbate or look at pornography and I do.

It seems immpossible to give it up, i know that's not true. I'm 15 years old and this should be the age to give it up. I don't understand how some can live with out it. I need anyones help please, I pray to God everynight and I just can't hear ansewer back.

Anybody please HELP ME!!!!!!!
Pyro Anhell wrote on June 10th 08 at 10:22PM
This is 2 sanzilla. First of all u need a relationship with Jesus Christ 2 not go to hell. Every1 has sin and needs forgiveness and the only way to be forgiven is 2 have a relationship with God through Jesus Christ. Secondly good people go to hell all the time. The only way not 2 go 2 hell is having a relationship with God through Jesus Christ. U can b the best, kindest, nicest, happiest person in the world but u still have sin. we all do so dont feel bad. just get a relationship with God by accepting Jesus's gift of forgiveness. He paid ur way n2 Heaven so accept it and live ur life 2 its fullest potential. I will b praying 4 u.

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