Confessions

I don't know where to start. I guess the best place to start would be to say I am addicted to falling. To allowing what is painful and destructive in my life. At one point of my life is consumed me and not it is a temptation lingering in the back of my mind. When I am at my lowest it comes to the front of my mind and pulls me down and I am back... More...

I started masturbating when I was 5 yrs. old. Now some people might not understand how that is possible, but I was a victim of sexual abuse from a young age and it was most definitely a learned behaviour. So too was looking at porn when I discovered what that was. I first started watching porn with a buddy of mine at 11 yrs old. From there... More...

I can't remember the 1st time I was exposed to porn. (because I was so young.) At the beginning I found myself look at animated porn, but eventually, I began to enjoy seeing videos of actual people. At 1st, I really hated masturbating for a very long time, but recently I have become much more tolerant, and have even began to enjoy it. I am just... More...

Just days before I met a co-worker who has had his eye on me, I was very strong spiritually and even heavily involved in ministry. I still definitely love the Lord and plan to get re-involved with ministry again after my new ordeal... however, I slept with a co-worker on a work trip. We had really hit it off on our 4day work trip, when on the... More...

I am 23 years old and began looking at porn when I was 13. I am getting married in one year and desperately want to stop. I look at porn and masturbate everyday, usually more than once a day. I have fallen so far from gods grace and feel it everyday. Every night I tell myself that tomorrow I will make things right. However. when tomorrow... More...

Ive Been Addicted To Porn Since i Was 11...Ive Tried Over Nd Over Again To Stop Watching Porn...The Longest Ive Gone WithOut Porn Is ,I Believe, 2 Months....But Then A Pop up Came Up Nd Yea...Started All Over Again...I Jst Want To Stop already...I Hate Dat My Flesh Is Addicted To Porn...Its Been basically 3 yrs...I Want To Be Set Free Of Dis... More...

I have been hurt by church and don't know how i feel about loving the God that has been presented by the christians i have met. I have struggled with lust for a long time and i have recently realized that i am using it as a form of escape. I have a girlfriend whom i am in love with and we are trying to keep our physical relationship under control... More...

I have been addicted to masturbation for about 5 years now. It used to be connected to a pronography addiction, but I've managed to get over that, and do not suffer with pornography addiction at all anymore. However, the masturbation addiction I can't seem to get rid of. At the worst, I was masturbating multiple times a day. Over the last year,... More...

Well i should start from the beginning, my name is Matthew, i started looking at porn when i was 8 years old (not knowing what i was doing). The problem continued growing through my life especially in my years before i met Jesus. I was a social scapegoat in my school and it only threw me in a hard depression state for over 7 years until Jesus got... More...

I have been struggling with this addiction for about 2 years now. Right now I am a junior in high school, I remember looking at it summer going into freshman year. In middle school I was an all A and B student. But ever since i got to high school my grades have went down a lot. I really feel like my addiction has something to do with it. I really... More...