It's Tough. Real Tough.

My addiction to porn started when I lost the love of my life at the age of 21. I am married now, but I still feel the pain of what she did to me. We were highschool sweet hearts and I came from a very religous family, but unfortunately, she didn't care too much about my faith. That was a sign that I should have taken very seriously, but I was too stupid and in love to understand. I found out right before I was going to propose to her that she was sleeping with one of my friends. It hurt real bad. In fact, I am 28 now and I still feel as though I lost faith in people. I have been getting help for this for a very long time, and I have come to the conclusion that most people who have a porn addiction or are sexual deviants have problem with power. We seek porn to satisfy our lack of power over people. In many instances you will find people who have porn addiction as being passive aggressive and find themselves projecting their frustration on pornstars. All my friends, even some who are married watch porn regularly, but it is not a regular thing to do. It destroys the soul and leaves a man weak and very easy to toy with. The worst part of this addiction is that you feel so alone, and feel as though GOD will never forgive you. I don't know about the forgiveness part, but I do know that the first step to fight against this problem is to confess and support sites like these. My prayer is with all of you and especially the supporters of this site.

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