why do i keep failing

so i have been into this junk for around 9 years, i got my first taste of porn when i was 9 years old, i was riding my bicycle to this bridge and i was looking over the side of the bridge and i saw a magazine, i hoped over the rail and picked it up, the instant i picked it up something inside me dropped and i knew i shouldn't look at it but i wanted to look so bad, i made the terrible choice to take the magazine home, i hid it in my closet and would look at it almost every day, I look back and think how my actions now would be different if i had left the magazine behind, the magazine wasnt like a victorias secret magazine it was a 'hard core' magazine, i eventually was so sick i burned the magazine with our trash but i then found porn on the internet and the internet has been the main source for me up to now. The thing that really gets to me is that i didnt grow up in a bad home, i grew up in a great home, both parents were overseas missionaries and my entire family is heavily devoted, I have also grown in my faith alot and i am going to a 2 year bible college in the fall, but all throughout the 9 years i have seen pornography it has been in my life, i have tried almost everything and i still end up going back to porn in the end. i got the x3 watch software but my accountability partners aren't themselves devoted to stopping yet. there are so many more things i could bring up but i guess what i want are you guys to pray for me. my name is Davy and i need your prayer. Thanks

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