Falling Again

Hi,

A couple of months ago I posted a confession detailing my struggle with masturbation and budding struggle with pornography. After extensive prayer, I've been slowly making progress against these temptations, and had every hope of breaking both addictions until a few days ago, when something weird started happening...

For whatever reason, I am now frequently jarred awake in the middle of the night in the act of masturbation, or I am jarred awake overcome with feelings of lust that I never saw coming. I know there has to be a way to resist or minimize this temptation, but its very difficult when your first waking thought is of pornography or masturbation...and I've fallen many times in the past 6 nights. So I'm writing this confession to ask for prayer and potentially advice, I have yet to meet anyone else who struggles the same way, all of my friends who struggle with pornography and whatnot do so in the daytime and *no one* I've heard of wakes up already in mid-act. Please pray and offer help if you have it.

thanks,
Sabriel

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