My struggle

I was always curious about sex, and have had thoughts about it since around I was 8. But in the recent years, at around the age of 11, I became addicted to porn. I've tried to stop so many times, and i just fall to the temptation.
I've always dealt with it alone, but i haven't been very succesful. The most recent time i tried to stop looking at it, I was doing pretty well. Until I found out that my dad was on an adult dating site, which basically killed me on the inside. It made me feel pretty lonely and as if nobody loved me, until I was tempted to look at porn yet again. I sat on my bed thinking about it for about 10 minutes, and somehow my urges got the better of me.
The people in my family aren't really close together. We haven't been to church together in about 4 years, but i believe God is the only thing that can help me. Please help me, and if you have a good internet filter I could look up, please tell me about it, i want to get rid of this horrible addiction.

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