The parasite

I think porn is a parasite and once you catch it it never leaves you. It's like any addiction. I've always been addicted to something; at one time it was my transformer toys and another time it was video games. These addictions still made me feel tied down but I was ashamed of them and I could be open with my family about it. Porn is the worst thing, and I believe it could add up to even more evil things. The Torah forbids masturbation and I think of it as transgressing the 10th commandment, "Thall shall not covet." I'm not a Christian but a Jew but I really admire this site because of the power it gives addicts to come clean. I hope someone develops an antiporn site for the Jewish faith. Please people I hope you don't think of Jews as conniving bankers obsessed with money. Yes not trying to divert from the point. Jesus is a hero to me because of the way he conquered temptations and taught his followers to do good. The addiction is ruining life which is why I wish to destroy it. I'm up all hours of the night trying to get pleasure and I can't function in the day. I've read about rapists who were porn addicts, it adulterates the soul. I'm afraid to come clean with mom and dad and my step parents but it is imperative the only way to rid sin. Porn found me because I don't have a gf, and have a few good friends. I live in the past looking back to my high school years wishing I went to my prom, but have to better myself today. I say to you other people with this "parasite" to believe in yourself and the lord and gain confidence with a real relationship.
Another thing about porn is it makes you judgemental about the size and shape of a woman's body. God created us all to be equal and be beautiful from the inside. He made Adam in his image but I've saw a guy with a birth defect and if you see him you'd be shocked, but he could be the sweetest person on the inside

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