Tired

I accepted Christ into my life when I was 16. I accepted porn into my life when i was 12. Around Oct i went to this website and it helped me. I even submitted a confession with great feedback. But then I fell back into a hole of porn to the point where i just didnt care. I thought it couldnt be done, i accepted the fact that porn and masterbating were normal and its just "what guys do" people told me it was healthy. Then one day while watching porn, for some reason i had the song "no one like you" by David Crowder Band playing in my head.....i realized then that this has to stop now. Im tired of coming home from school and looking at porn. Im tired of this. I watched the great porn debate on youtube with craig gross and ron jeremy debating about porn on nightline which i highly recommend people watching. this debate and the things craig said made me realize that porn is all false, its a dirty lie that has consumed me. God has been with me everytime i have looked at porn yet i ignored him. i see firsthand how this can destroy lives. It has affected me as a christian with my walk with christ. Im tired of porn. I submit a confession today to ask others how they deal with their addiction to pornography? How can I stop this monster? This a new year, this a new day its no longer october or november or december where porn took control of me.
Thank you and God Bless

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