Where does it stop???

I am a teacher, new Christian (former Catholic), I listen to Christian music and services to help me when I am working on research for my dissertation. I got to church and help out in the children's rooms. I would consider myself smart. I can rattle off a list of ways I have helped people. But, I still hate who I am. Porn was one of those things that I thought, "Oh no big deal" it just helps me relax, a few minutes each day won't hurt anything. A few minutes has turned into a few hours. One day a week has turned into several times a week. I won't cross that line....well the line has been redrawn over and over again. I will stop tomorrow. Tomorrow comes and I will stop moves to the next tomorrow and the next one. It is eating away more than just my time, but also my sense of who I am. But, yet I go back to it. Over and over and over again.

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