Letter to myself:
I hate you and I forgive you. You were the part of me that I hated. I couldn’t break you, I couldn’t leave you.. I know that I had a hard time with you but you know what. I know that I need God in my life and I really need to trust him over myself. I know I wouldn’t be able to do this myself. I know that the void in my life during times of boredom can be filled with his love and action and I know that reading the bible, playing songs about him or just reading other book to allow my thinking will allow me to break these chain. I hope that I don’t see you again like I did today and I bid farewell
Letter from my sex addict:
You know that porn is a part of your life. You aren’t going to be able to live without thinking about it at one point of your life. You are just going to cave and start doing again and again. I know who you are and what you have become over these year. I know that you need me when you are bored and nothing fills that void in your life. You will never be able to escape this path