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		<title>THANK YOU!!!</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-pastors/thankyou.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I will be quick with my message...  i am 27 and have been married for 7, almost 8 yrs. I have 2 awesome children and love GOD with all my heart. I have been reading the confessions and testimonies of other believers and i just wanted to say Thank You!! I grew up in a Christian home and I'm a pastors son. I've been involved in ministry since i was young. I never really struggled with porn nor exper...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 11 Aug 2008 17:34:37 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Good secrets are often bad habits</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I have been a youth pastor for less than three months. I have recently finished in Bible college,and I just celebrated my two year wedding anniversary. I have struggled with the battle against internet pornography since I was nine years old. The guilt and shame nearly ruined my relationship with my wife when we were dating, and nearly ended my marriage within the first year. I am still battling it...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 11 Aug 2008 17:13:43 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Scared out of my mind!!!</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[This last week has been a gigantic roller coaster of emotions.  I am a youth pastor who has been candidating for a church for 3 months.  The church is incredible and the people there are full of the spirit.  I have also felt that the Holy Spirit has set my life in line for everything I want and need.  I have a beautiful girlfriend who will be joining me in my home state soon.  I have been booked a...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 08 Aug 2008 17:29:56 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Terribly Addicted</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I am a senior pastor of an A/G church and I terribly addicted to porn and masturbation.  I have tried to find accountability partners but to no avail. I view porn 3-4 times a week and at time even done it at the church.  Maybe I should not even be a pastor.  I want to be rid of it.  I am 33 and have been addicted since my early teens.  My dream is to live in recovery and establish a ministry at my...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 08 Aug 2008 16:36:44 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Guilty as charged but only God knows</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[i'm a 23 year old youth pastor and I struggle with it all: -Porn -Masterbaition -Setting of casuel encounters but never "going through with it"  I am engaged and she doesnt know, it's a very bad habit but i can't seem to kick it. Thought about resigning but it would destroy and crush everbody and everything.   I know im forgiven and I have good weeks where i do fine but other weeks im suprised i c...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 29 Jul 2008 13:37:15 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Struggling with porn and masturbating</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Hi I've been called to the ministry. I've never told anyone but it started from being sexually molested when i was about 6. My eyes were open to sexual sins at a young age and I battle with it for all my life. I know God is forgiving, and he continues to open dors and bless me but I don't want to keep on abusing his forgiveness. I struggle with it. At times it sem like I am doing good but then I f...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 27 Jul 2008 16:29:17 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Need To Be Accountable</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I am a Pastor in a small town, population 450. I used to be addicted to alcohol, cocaine, heroin and spent over ten years in jail until Jesus came into my life 14 yrs ago. I am self-employed in the Counselling field and travel Mon-Fri. I live in hotel rooms and have access to the internet through my laptop. My situation is perfect to be involved with porn. I can be alone when I want to. I can canc...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 24 Jul 2008 23:38:07 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Can't seem to get free...</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I have never found a battle that I couldn't win. I've been a follower of Christ for about 6 years. With the Lord at my side I have conquered my anger problems, my insecurity issues, and have become a strong man for those around me to look up to. God has used me to be a consistent and strong friend when my friends needed it. I'm not trying to sound boastful in any way, just grateful. But the one th...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 18 Jul 2008 08:59:19 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>TWO MONTH PRISION</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[for the last two month i see pornograhy again and i have a guilty spirit.  please help me i need helllllllllllllllllllllllp asap]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 16 Jul 2008 20:38:08 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>need to get this out</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I need to get this out to someone and I don't have anywhere that I feel completely safe confessing to, so here I am. Lately I have really been struggling and several times I have checked out some porn sites. The thing is my personal laptop has X3 Watch on it and so in my desperation I used the church's computer. Of course I cleared the history and temporary folders to try and clean my tracks, but ...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 16 Jul 2008 20:34:41 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Will it ever end?</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I have struggled with porn for a long time. Every time I think I have finally beat this addiction I relapse. This is so devistating. After 5 months I looked at porn this week. I have no doubt that I will make it another 5 months maybe 6, but when will I finally be done with porn all together?]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 10 Jul 2008 08:41:00 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>compelled to write..</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Grace to you in the name of Jesus our Savior. I felt compelled to share this story with you today. It really starts on Wednesday of last week. I was at Creation Music Festival and saw your booth. I met with one of the people at the booth (I believe is Brandon, but don't remember) I explained to that guy that it is only because of your ministry that I am where I am today. I am currently a pas...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 03 Jul 2008 13:23:08 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Tired of being defeated</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[A relative was moving and had all of their belongings in our basement as a young teen. I looked through them and found a box of porn magazines. I would spend hours in the basement looking at those magazines until their things were moved. When I got older I would occassionally buy a magazine when I was in another town. After I was married I had some nude trading cards and was looking at them when m...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 24 Jun 2008 13:32:42 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>need to come clean</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I was once "the guy in the pew srtuggling with porn." For many years I have battled an incredible addiction to pornoghraphy, which had caused me to begin experimenting in other areas of sexual deviancy.  The feelings of guilt, shame, fear, hopelessness, etc. were intense. There was a point in my life where I felt as though I could not break free from this hideous monster that had such a powerful g...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 23 Jun 2008 10:24:13 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>A Foot Hold</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-pastors/afoothold.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[They say that sin takes control when you are not even paying attentation, when you have your guard down. That is true for me. The past few years my sin in porn has led into other sin. As I was a youth pastor I started going to strip clubs and getting drunk. Now I am seprated from my wife and kids. The sin has taken me down so far I of course lost my youth pastor job and since than another great jo...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 19 Jun 2008 22:26:45 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Where's the Exit?!?!</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-pastors/wherestheexit.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[My name is Brad, and I have an addiction to porn. It started at the early age of 4 with a Sports Illustrated Swimsuit Edition of my dad's. It was then encouraged by my grandfather and family. I'm not a pastor, but I am a missionary in southern Alabama. I thought that when I got married I could control myself, but that was not the case. I've been married for a year and now have a 2 week old son. I ...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 05 Jun 2008 11:41:29 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Woman in Youth ministry in desperate need of help</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-pastors/womaninyouthministryindesperateneedofhelp.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[Though I could probally start at the beginnning telling you about first exposure to porn and how I was raped when I was really young I will fast forward to the past few years. The last 2 years I have been a youth minister for an internationally known nonprofet's chapter in my area. And though there are days I feel closer to God than ever in my life I still struggle with pornography on a DAILY basi...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 05 Jun 2008 07:15:23 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Just getting started...</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[My name is Aaron, and I just finished my freshman year of Bible college.  I aspire to be a pastor and church planter, but cant seem to shake this thing.  I never thought it was a problem until this year, because now, when I dont masturbate, I get this churning in my stomache...I'm addicted to masturbation.  Even when I begin to think about the fact that if I dont stop, it will destroy my future fa...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 05 Jun 2008 07:12:17 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Fresh Out of College Music Pastor help.</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-pastors/freshoutofcollegemusicpastorhelp.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I wont make this long, but I will share my issue. Im 25 recently married and interviewing at church's for pastoral positions. I've struggled with porn addiction since I was 12 years old. Through high school and Bible college I havent been able to get a hold of this. But I desperately want a change before I land in a pastoral position for my own sake, my marriage, and for the sake of the congregati...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 05 Jun 2008 06:53:37 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>need help</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I am asking anyone out there to pray for me. I just graduated from seminary to be a youth minister. I understand this is my calling from God. But I have struggled with porn for ten yrs now. It doesn't dominate my life as before, but I still have my bad days. I have an overwhelming sense of guilt due to my calling. I feel that I can not be an effective minister when I have my own shortcomings weigh...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 05 Jun 2008 06:41:01 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>I want out....</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-pastors/iwantout.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I'm a worship leader and I want out of this God-awful addiction. This is horrible. I've screwed up the majority of my marriage because of this. It's not what marriage is supposed to be. My wife found out early on and she thinks that I'm pretty much over it. I've gone back and forth though..sometimes I do ok..sometimes I look twice a day...this is just not someone that I don't want to be anymore. I...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 05 Jun 2008 04:25:54 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>The Hypocrite</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-pastors/thehypocrite.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[Well... Here I am.. Here with me... I have 1 John 1:9.  "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness."     I'm a 26 year-old worship leader, husband and father of a 1 year old baby girl.. both of whom I love very much.  I would give anything for these two wonderful ladies.  My wife is attractive, but our little girl consumes h...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 04 Jun 2008 15:29:33 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>uphill battle</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Well where do I start. I just finished reading about 6 or 7 confessions, and the all seem to start out the same.  I was 15 years old and we had a computer put in our room (my brother and I)  I used to think porn was gross and would never do something like that.  I don't even now how it started but it did, and ever since that day I have been addicted to this grotesque sin.  I just had an epiphany. ...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 04 Jun 2008 13:41:32 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Youth Ministry for 16 Years</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[My name is Jan, I&rsquo;ve been in Youth Ministry for about 16 years now, and most recently I&rsquo;ve served on the Pastoral staff of Emmanuel Covenant Church in Hyattsville MD as Youth Minister.&nbsp;My battle started when I was introduced to soft porn my Great Uncle at 13.&nbsp; He would later molest me.&nbsp; Even when I was able to get away from him, I wasn&rsquo;t able to get away form the m...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 29 Apr 2008 19:55:51 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Pastor of Small Church</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I'm a pastor of a small church. I've been keeping an eye on this blog for a while, and I figured it was time to speak up.Quite simply, my life is jacked up. Yes, as you guessed I have a dirty little secret called pornography. I've managed to hide it from my wife, two teenage daughters and my small church, and I live feeling guilty every day of the week.  I lead a double-life. I'm a full-time...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 29 Apr 2008 16:27:01 -0500</pubDate>
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