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		<title>fell before marriage...still fallen</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-spouses/fellbeforemarriagestillfallen.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I think I really blew it! Okay, I went across the world to meet a man that I fell in love with on the internet. The first night we were together, we fell, and then we were married. The problem was in the country we were in you can't just marry in the church, so we had to have two ceremonies. The church marriage came first, and sex.. then the legal civil. I can't justify it and I know I was in the ...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 22 Aug 2008 11:49:27 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>vengance</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-spouses/vengance.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[My husband had an online affair along with a porn addiction and when ever he is away at work I am tempted to cheat on him... I know I have forgiven him and I love Jesus and that is why I'm on this site trying to get help. I haven't talked about this to him and I wonder if I should, or if I do would I be opening a can of worms on myself.  I love him very much but some how I want to hurt him back? I...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 18 Aug 2008 18:02:06 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Can't do it alone</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-spouses/cantdoitalone.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I was exposed to pornography at an early age, probably around the now recognized statistic of exposure. I can't say that it was much of a problem at the time, because I didn't have any access to the Internet and only my friend's parents had a so called stash to explore. However, I purchased my own PC when I started my first year of college and things got a lot worse. Since the Internet makes it so...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 08 Aug 2008 16:36:07 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Feel stuck</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-spouses/feelstuck.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I found out that my dh has a porn problem about three months ago. I caught him; he didn't tell me. He did admit it after I found out. He told me he has had the problem for about three years now.  He has been going to counseling, but there seems to be no root for the problem. In the meantime, I've been feeling stuck in life while it is passing me by. I've forgiven him for the actual sin, but I can'...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 23 Jun 2008 10:34:31 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Ended Marriage NOT Ended Life</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-spouses/endedmarriagenotendedlife.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[My story is one where my now ex-husband has struggled with porn and boundaries with other females and sexual sin. He grew up in a home where he only went to church once in awhile but he sure knows all the Bible stories! I went to church my whole life and have always been involved and I know how to LIVe the Word and not so much the Bible stories or history. We were really able to teach each other a...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 20 Jun 2008 15:39:15 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Ruined Marriage</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-spouses/ruinedmarriage.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I have never been so glad to see a cause such as this. Porn has had a very negative effect in my life. From my very first relationship to my failed marriage. When i was 18 i fell in love for the first time with a 23 yr old man. I was heart broken a yr into our relationship to find him hiding very young Japanese girl porn. I felt sick and lost all trust. That relationship lasted for 2 more yrs with...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 17 Jun 2008 20:40:43 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>porn sucks!</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-spouses/pornsucks.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[Around sept. 2006 i stumbled on some porn on our computor. I didnt say anything to my husband( knowing he would lie). Instead I hired some guy to track all activity on our computor. I didnt really find anything but I felt God saying ask him about it. So i did. In Jan. 2007 I confronted him and as expected he lied, denied,&amp;acted shocked. I Basically told him he was full of crap, I have had the ...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 17 Jun 2008 11:37:12 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Husbands and Wives</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-spouses/husbandsandwives.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[Today was the day.  It finally happened. My wife discovered my dirty "little" secret.  She called me on my cell phone and confronted me about the internet files she found in the History on my web browser.  What could I do?  I was caught.  The crazy thing is I tried to lie to cover it up because I was ashamed and embarrassed.  She told me not to come home that night and she began to cry and weep li...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 16 Jun 2008 23:39:40 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>My now exboyfriend</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-spouses/mynowexboyfriend.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[My best friend (who was also my boyfriend) told me last summer that he was addicted to porn. I was hurt, but I told him as long as he was trying to get clean I would stay with him and support him. A month ago, he told me that he was doing stuff in chat rooms. I asked him if he was trying to break the habit and I got a vague answer along the lines of "I'm still trying, but I think it's a losing bat...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 16 Jun 2008 10:58:34 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>strong enough</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-spouses/strongenough.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[is there any hope for  me my husband is stilling looking at porn i just found out when we have sex he thinks of the girls on the porn sites what am i going to do i don't think i am strong enough to handle this i really want to divorce him but i do love him will this ever go away will this pain go away what do i do? he says hes done now but i don't think it is even possible for him to be done i wan...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 14 Jun 2008 23:47:18 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>lost</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-spouses/lost.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I just found my husband of 3 years, been together for 6 is still looking at porn on the internet. Every day i look in the mirror and am mad at myself i feel as a failure as a wife. My brain is racing all day with thoughts i am home why does he need that when i am home. He does it after i go to bed. He says he is done, but i don't  believe him. I don't know how long i can handle feeling this way an...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 09 Jun 2008 01:33:17 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Married</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-spouses/married.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[Need Prayer! I have been an addict for 8 years, off and on. I did not realize how badly my sin was affecting me until my eyes were opened and I saw the Damage I was doing.   I grew up in a Christian home, Born again Believer! Praise the Lord! Married and we just had our first child.   I have been clean for 3 months with pornography but have made some poor choices in other areas and have not been W...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 08 Jun 2008 18:21:34 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Stop Playing with fire</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-spouses/stopplayingwithfire.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[When I was a kid I was asked to have sex by 5 different male freinds(yes male). what do I have queer written on my forehead. suddenly as I grew older I found myself getting into porn(mom and dads satelite, you know the huge satelite in the middle of the yard). then when I moved in with my soon to be wife the internet came along. boy was that a convenient way to see all the blinding porn sites you ...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 06 Jun 2008 08:49:52 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Unsure of what to do...</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-spouses/unsureofwhattodo.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I am engaged to a wonderful man. We get married this July. However, I know that he has struggled with porn before. It was really bad in high school. When we began dating in college he said he wasn't looking at it.   Then one day about 7-8 months after we began dating, he felt so sick from keeping this from me. He told me that he had messed up and looked at porn again - just once. I was crushed. We...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 05 Jun 2008 07:15:45 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>confused</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-spouses/confused1.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[Hi, I have been married for 5 yrs this month. Unfortunatly, my husband is addicted to porn. I have done everything I know to do. I am currently "taking a break" in my christian life (I know that sounds horrible) because when I "get right with God" I want it to be the real thing. None of the fake religious junk I have had all my life. Anyways back to the subject. I am miserable with his addiction. ...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 05 Jun 2008 07:07:59 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>I don't know what to do.</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-spouses/idontknowwhattodo.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I'll be honest, I am not a Christian person. I lost my faith after years of abuse and addiction. I am willing to try and find it again, but Im so afraid that I will lose it again.. and that's something I can't handle.   On to my confession,  My husband is addicted to porn. I have begged and pleaded for him to stop, the fights have escalated to everything from yelling to physical fighting. Everytim...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 05 Jun 2008 04:25:05 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>SUPPORT NEEDED</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-spouses/supportneeded.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I have a story to share that I would prefer be in the blog section.  My name is Vicki.  I am the fiancee' of a SAA and only just found out 11 days ago.  I found out that he's been living a double life for 3 of our 8 years together.  We have five children.  All girls.  Ages 4 to 18.  He began when he was a teen I've now discovered.  And progressed from magazines to videos, computer, and finally mee...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 31 Mar 2008 22:35:51 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>SECRETS  PAIN  HOPE</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-spouses/secretspainhope.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[My name is Jenn, I'm 39 years old. I've been married to my husband for over 17 years. We have a 6 year old son. My husband and I have been struggling in our marriage for years, but I didn't know what the problem was.  He was very secretive.  3 years ago I found child pornography on our home computer, I was devastated. I confronted my husband about it. He's a computer programmer and made up some ex...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 26 Mar 2008 22:13:52 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>I AM TELLING MY WIFE TODAY</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-spouses/iamtellingmywifetoday.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[i just watched the rachel video for pornmobile confessions on the podcast.  rachel looks a lot like my wife.  which is why i'm motivated to send this e-mail finally.  some background:  **** ******* born mar. 3 1982 married sep. 1, 2007 struggled with porn since jr. high life-long follower of jesus christ  i gave my heart to God when i was 4 years old.  but i strayed from that in high school and di...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 07 Jan 2008 22:12:46 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>IT HAS COTS ME LOTS</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-spouses/ithascotsmelots.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[My wife and I were having kids and I was hiding my secrets and she didn&rsquo;t really suspect anything.  I continued to do this every week for the first 9 years of our marriage, and then one night I had sex with the wrong guy and ended up getting an STD.  Now I was really scared, what was I going to do; my secret life would have to come out. I told me wife about going to a porn shop and acting ou...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 29 Aug 2007 09:39:20 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>SPOUSES CONFESSIONS</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-spouses/spousesconfessions.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[A collection of various Spouses confessions over the past years. You can submit your own by hitting the confessions button above.]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 30 Nov 2006 21:47:10 -0500</pubDate>
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