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		<title>I pray for strength...</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-women/iprayforstrength.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I am 26 and growing up I was sexually molested as a child.  I thought it was normal for men to touch me or to touch men in that area.  This is what I was shown.  But things would contradict with that young little girl.  Especially since my parents were Spanish Church of God.  Talk about long hair, long skirts, no make-up, no pants.  I was scared to go out of that realm.  If I did something wrong i...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 21 Aug 2008 16:19:48 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>I just want to move on...</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-women/ijustwanttomoveon.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I am a divorced mom, dating a guy who has a porn addiction.  I too look at porn and it was part of our sex life...I have been a Christian a long time but had a time of rebellion during the divorce.  I am now trying to be free from sex outside of marriage, porn, masturbation...I think I need to end this relationship with this guy because our level of commitment to Christ is different and our level ...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 21 Aug 2008 16:13:33 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>why i started watching porn</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-women/whyistartedwatchingporn.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I have a past of sexual immorality that included four years and ten different sexual partners. I was diagnosed with an STD, so I had to stop having sex. I knew I had it when I was still with my last partner, but had sex with him one last time, since I knew it would be a while before I had sex again. After that, I moved out to my own apartment. There is a movie rental store three blocks from home w...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 18 Aug 2008 21:49:55 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Fallen again</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I cannot believe I am sitting here typing this, but here it goes. I consider myself to be a strong Christian, but as a single woman I have struggled with sex for many years. I lost my virginity at age 19 and proceeded to engage in several sexual relationships during my first 2 years of college, telling myself that since I was not a virgin anymore it didn't matter. However, God intervened and remin...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 18 Aug 2008 21:39:14 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>I discovered my fathers habit and don't know what to do!</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-women/idiscoveredmyfathershabitanddontknowwhattodo.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I learned two years ago that my father has had a porn addiction for much of his life. After being confronted by my brother and my mother, he promised he would break the addiction and for a time, it appears he did (at least as far as I know).  Last night I was using his computer to look for pizza coupons. Our family was all together and we were thinking of ordering pizza for supper. When I started ...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 18 Aug 2008 18:28:57 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>still fighting</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I was first exposed to pornography at around the age of 4. My dad kept porn in his room and I can remember my brother looking at the magazines and showing me.  I remember not really understanding what I was getting into, and I remember my brother making me "experiment" with certain sexual acts.  I was never raped or physically forced to do anything, but I still feel violated, manipulated and abuse...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 14 Aug 2008 12:45:37 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>I know it's way below the surface.</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I am twenty three years old, and I only got into this sexual stuff last year. It wasn't until I told some friends that I hoped to have a part in helping prostitutes (children especially) find a new life that stuff started to happen. It began all so accidentally and I hate that. Some of my favorite books are by the same author, and I had picked up another at the library. This one was WAY different ...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 13 Aug 2008 01:17:04 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>the story of a lost girl....</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[One of my earliest memories is my older neighbor convincing me to "have sex" with a neighbor my own age. This concept seemed strange to me even at such a young age. It didn't appeal to me at all. I felt pressure to fit in and so I contested-though his definition of having sex was allowing him to touch me sexually. I hated it. I felt wrong and extremely uncomfortable. It happened again when he forc...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 13 Aug 2008 00:46:03 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Confessions of a young woman...</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[It started when I was about nine years old. There was pornography on the side of my house. My brother and I found it when we were playing and we were struck. He was just as young as I was. We sat down and looked at it. I had so many questions going through my mind. I had never seen anything like it before. I wanted to ask my mom all sorts of questions, but I didn't. I was too scared. So I just con...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 11 Aug 2008 17:04:13 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Struggling to stay Sexually Sober</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I grew up very early...had my period by age 9, was in a full sized bra by age 10... was molested by a grandfather when I was 10... that same year I found my Dad's stash of porn mags, got introduced to sex and porn on TV and started exploring sex with other girls.  By 12 I lost my virginity (to a guy).  Afterwards, I led a very promiscuous lifestyle until I went to an all girls boarding school for ...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 08 Aug 2008 17:46:38 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Will It Ever End</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I was introduced to Porn at about the age of 5. My mother and her boyfriend would rent a hotel room and have it playing while they had sex with me in the room.  My mothers boyfriend started abusing me not anything that hurt me then at the age of 9 I was brutally raped by another of my mothers boyfriends.  I later found out she sold me to him for booze.  After that I found that the only way I could...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 05 Aug 2008 14:49:08 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>God please help me.</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I guess I will start by saying that I have been addicated to pornagraphy and masturbation for about 8 years and I am now 26 years old.  It all started from a stupid junk e-mail I got.  A link in that e-mail took me to my very first porn site.  I guess you could say I was just plain curious.  I had never seen anything like it before. Shortly after I looked at that website, I had to go to counseling...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 04 Aug 2008 20:09:16 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>I just wanted to let you guys know....</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I am praying for all of you  I have struggled so much with all of this and still do from time to time and probably always will without God and by doing this confession I am really trying to stop I used to have an online adult site even underage becuase some how i confused showing my body in porn as some form of affection.  it went from porn, to meeting people online, to having sex with people in m...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 30 Jul 2008 14:52:01 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Should I be a leader?</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I was introduced to poronography and sex at a very early age. My father was caught molesting me when I was 6, and it had happened as long as I can remember before that. At the same time he would bring me into his room to look at pornographic matierial while my mother was at work. Later in life i was again molested by my step-father around my 7th-11th grade years of school. Also during this time po...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 27 Jul 2008 00:38:46 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>What have I gotten into?</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-women/whathaveigotteninto.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[Wow, I never thought that I would ever be writing about my porn addiction online for everyone to see. This is so hard for me but I feel that if I don't get this off my chest I may never get over this.  I was first exposed to "sex" when I was about 4 or 5. My brother asked me to come into his room and lie on top of him. Of course I had no idea what was going on, but what happened felt good and from...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 27 Jul 2008 00:33:39 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>My struggles</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I grew up in the church, I have helped out in the church, I was baptized, I am spirit-filled, but there is one sin that still has a grip on me.  For the past ten years of my life I have been addicted to porn and sexual sins.  I have masturbated since I was 12 years old and look at porn soft core and hardcore since I was eight years old.  When I was eight I was exposed to the world of Pornography b...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 12 Jul 2008 10:52:12 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Steadfast in His love...</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-women/steadfastinhislove.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I am a pastor's daughter, and have very loving parents and a close family. My family has never been very open about intimacy or sex. I had maybe two awkward talks as a child. Most of what I know I discovered myself. I am not sure if talking about sex openly would have changed the route that my life took, but it might have helped. I've had a close relationship with God my entire life, and was spiri...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 11 Jul 2008 10:18:03 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Porn</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Hi I have this problem were I keep on looking up porn. I find it hard to try and stop and I have prayed to try and to be free but it doesnt seem to work.   I just want to be like everyone else who doesnt look it up and who is free. I really need help with this please please help me.   I have just told my youth leader that I have looked up porn and I don't know what is going to happen next. I reall...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 11 Jul 2008 10:05:47 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Does any woman out there who struggles like I do??!</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Now that I finally made myself sit here and get everything out - it's almost too much and I don;t know where to begin.  I guess it all started when I was about 8-9 years old, I'd always loved reading and one day I came across a love novel of my mum's. It had some very vague sexual descriptions and I remember feeling kind of weird about it. I don't really remember how it started and around that tim...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 10 Jul 2008 09:20:36 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>How can I forgive him?</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-women/howcaniforgivehim.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[See, we met on a mission trip to Costa Rica. We loved God from the beginning of our relationship. He lives in Canada and I live in South Carolina. We knew it would be hard but we trusted God that He would get us through this and keep us together.  I had broken off a 2 year relationship earlier that year, partially because of my boyfriend at the time's addiction to pornography. This was not my firs...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 08 Jul 2008 13:09:06 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Don't even feel guilty anymore</title>
		<link>http://xxxchurch.com/blogs/confessions-women/dontevenfeelguiltyanymore.html</link>
		<description><![CDATA[We first got a computer when I was 10 years old. It didn't take long before I saw porn for the first time.  It's not like I was one of those innocent young kids who "accidentally" found it. I went looking for it all by myself. I said to myself "I am going to see a naked guy today," and I did. I don't know why I was so obsessed with sex from such a young age. It's not like I was abused or anything,...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 07 Jul 2008 08:45:58 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Empty and desperate</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Because I'm a big girl i use my breasts to attract people because i think my only worth comes from the attention of men. If i can grab your eye=I'm pretty=I'm worth something to society=self worth. Likewise, I feel like I have no purpose without someone to care for e.i. a boyfriend, so i put out casually so as to simulate a relationship, even if it's just for a few hours.  I don't want to live in ...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 07 Jul 2008 08:40:24 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Worth</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I signed up for XXXchurch newsletters years ago, but never really read them or visited the sight.  However, today I'm so thankful for a reminder that there are resource for people who struggle with impurity.  As a female, I really don't know who to go to to talk about my struggles with lust.  My roommate asked me once how to know when she's gone to far with her boyfriend because she doesn't have "...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 07 Jul 2008 08:37:59 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>I hate falling</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I fell into self-gratification twice today.  The second time happened after prayer, worship, confession!  I began my recovery from masturbation and porn after taking an online freedom course and confession to some close friends and my pastors.  It's less frequent, but I have still fallen and I hate it and I'm disgusted by myself.  I need prayer and courage to get rid of my computer.  I do need it ...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 07 Jul 2008 08:34:14 -0500</pubDate>
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		<title>Harmless turned Habit</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I started "exploring" when I was about 12. I didn't think anything of it, school said it was normal for girls my age to explore their bodies. Eventually i figured out that what I was exploring could cause pleasure as well. I tried it, and liked it, and then kept on wanting it. I'm not so sure that I thought it was okay, but I didn't really know what I was doing so I didn't think it could be bad. I...]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 07 Jul 2008 08:20:12 -0500</pubDate>
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