Listen, I’m not going to take this lightly to you, I’ve seen how you have infected this life, 9 years, maybe more.
I am not weak, And I see what you try to do, you pull love away from me. You try to make me feel insecure, like nobody loves me and that I have lost my future. I feel robbed, like you steal joy, life, and love from every inch of my spirit.
As I grow closer to God I fall away from you, one day you will exist in my mind, actions, or plans.

We are two different people. I don’t want you, I never will, Period.
One day, I will laugh that I even took you as a threat.