Letter to myself:

Dear sex addict,

You are made in God’s image. Your purpose in life is greater than your addiction. And God is bigger than that.

Doing stuff won’t bring you closer to being sober. God will. Under God’s control, protection, love, guidance, I will:
– Keep praying every day for God to make me sexually attracted to my wife, and that she will be sexually attracted to me. Exclusively.
– Daily chats

You might think that you can’t do it and you’d be right. But God can. Don’t doubt God’s ability and power to change your heart.

Keep it holy.

From me

Letter from my sex addict:

I don’t think I can do it.
I’ve failed. A lot.
I’m ashamed of my thoughts and actions.
I’m not meant to think and act this way.
What makes you think it will work this time.
I’ll give it a try but I don’t hold out that much hope.