You are better than this. You need to reclaim your strength as a man and not allow porn to take away your true God-given manhood. It’s not that you can’t look at porn, it’s that you DON’T look at Porn. Get a hold of your life. So many things will become better if you just get a grip. Katelyn doesn’t deserve this kind of betrayal. She deserves an honest, loving man who always choses her and God over sins of the flesh. Porn only gives you a second or two of brief, false happiness. Getting free from Porn will give you happiness for the rest of your life. If not now, then when?