Letter to myself:

It’s time for a change. The old self I am wants to become the new self I want to be. I tired of struggling with this addiction. I cannot manage it on my own. I pray and pray to overcome it but I’m just to weak. Satan has a real hold on me. I hate myself because of this. I am ashamed of myself because of this. Being a grandfather and being the age I am, I need to devote myself to serving God for my remaining days and not porn. It makes me sick to think I cannot overcome this addiction. I want to so bad, but am lost in finding my way through it. I feel so weak and lost. I want this so bad. I want to put it behind me. I am so ashamed!!! I want this to work. I need it so bad.

Letter from my sex addict:

It’s time for you to man up and do what is right. Give up this addiction starting today. Take it one day at a time. Find strength in the Lord. Pray without ceasing. You can overcome this. You just need to remain focus and positive. This is the primary objective in your life. It needs to remain at the top of your list. You can do it one step at a time. God loves you and believes you can and will forgive you just ask Him. Believe in yourself. Take it one day at time remained focus on your goal!