Letter to myself:

Dear sex addict..I am down with you. You have taken all my strength. You have taken the love I have for God and my family. You have destroyed me from the inside out. Whether your a curse or not, it ends with me. You will not reach my daughter or any other kids I’ll have. You are done forcing me to lie to my wife. You are done controlling me and deciding what I’ll do in my day. I believe just as God loves me and wants to save me, He can do the same for you. It doesn’t matter what you have done or are doing, God loves you and wants you no matter what. I’ll help myself out by putting God first in everything I do. I will tell the truth and not keep lies away anymore and tell them when the time is “right”. I’m tired of lying to my wife. I will have a better relationship with my wife that includes God. I will respect her as a woman of God and as my wife. I will be the best example I can be to my daughter so she won’t commit my errors. So unless you want to talk about God and how awesome He is please stay away. God bless

Letter from my sex addict:

Haha please. How many times have I heard this. You will never change. You will always be the same. This is just one of those stages you have but you’ll comeback trust me. We have so much fun and you love it. So cut the drama because we both know you’re gonna end up in the same spot. You say God is gonna help you get out of this but He never does. Just look at you! How many nights have you cried out and no answer? Please cry me a river. I’ll believe it when I see it. Your marriage isn’t getting better, you’re just making it worse. So do yourself a favor and leave them because you do nothing good for them. We both know you don’t deserve them and there’s somebody else highly capable of taking care of them than you. Hahaha your a loser just like me and not a winner. Losers always end up in the bottom because they don’t know how to win so I guess that means you’ll be seeing me soon. Your best and only friend