Letter to myself:

Ken, I know you are struggling with your addiction right now, and it seems impossible to step back from a world of addiction. Since 14 you mind has been attached to the figure of these beautiful woman and what they have to offer. I have to admit that there are qualities in you that would have never came to be if you never did experience your sexual side. But your eloquent and personable personality can bring out both the best and worst in you. The ability to speak with and get anyone to open up to you is not a cue to have sex with them. It is a gift from God that should be used for his glory. I do understand you try to avoid it an refrain for you sexual encounters with others, but in doing so you turn to porn. I know you can do better and have seen you do better. Place your purpose back in your life before you lose what you have. And hurt even more people around you.

Letter from my sex addict:

I have stopped before. I will do it again.