Letter to myself:

You won’t have your control over me again. I have now a good support group in place both online and offline. Friends who will hold me accountable for my actions and I be able to talk with them on a daily bases. I meet with my pastor once a week and soon it be twice a week after the holidays. I will put my focus on faith and work on reconnecting with my wife and rebuild are relationship. I going to join a online support group that help me be more happy, outgoing and not be so lonely as I was.

Letter from my sex addict:

I will use all my weapons that make you fail, I turn your wife on you and she leave. I make you sad and unhappy and lonely so you fall back to your bad habits so your very discouraged and forget about anyone else.