Letter to myself:

So, you have been around for close to 10 years now. It started out as just a bit of curiosity, then a bit of enjoyment, and finally to exception. You have completely distorted my view on women and have given me an unexplainable amount of guilt. Well, I’ve had enough of you dictating my life. I will allow God to take control of my eyes, hands, thoughts and actions. No longer will you, a terrible monster, ruin my life.

Letter from my sex addict:

Do you honestly think that you will be able to get rid of me this easily? You have tried so many times, but I keep coming back. What will be any different this time? I have been able to infiltrate into your dating life, social life, marriage and more. I will always be in your head, always tempting you to do what you think you shouldn’t. C’mon, am I really that bad?