Letter to myself:

This has been a constant struggle. You know what you should do and you accept it after every time you mess up but still you are in the same place years down the line. You are confused and scared. Scared no one will ever love you. Scared that you are too damaged for anyone to love. But still you damage yourself again and again every day,making yourself more confused with your choices. This is a start but it need work everyday.

Letter from my sex addict:

I am so lost and constantly go back and forward on what I want. One moment I want to feel good and then after I realise that it did make me feel anything near good. But I still can’t stop!