Letter to myself:

I’m better than this. I belong to God and it doesn’t please him when I do those bad things. I’m going to stop. I’ll do whatever it takes I’ll do anything and everything. Why? Because I know it’s the right thing to do and I know that’s where God is pushing me to go. It’s time to clean my life up and mature. And live the life that God wants me to live. I’m doing it first off for God secondly for myself thirdly for my future wife. I’ve tried to stop before and I couldn’t but now I’ve got help. I have somebody who can hold me accountable when I can’t. Or won’t. This can’t be and every other day saying I need to change. I will change. And I will focus on changing everyday because I feel that that is God’s plan for me. I am worthy to be loved. I am worthy to love other people. I am worthy of this life has been given to me. My plan. My plan is to read Scriptures daily reflect push the bad thoughts out of my head and to apply what I learn in youth group and insert into my daily life. Trust God and all things. Be faithful. B a leader in every way. And influence people for good and not for evil.

Letter from my sex addict:

I’ve wanted to stop so many times but just couldn’t find the strength to do it. Tried to stop but always ended up going right back to it. It’s affecting my life in every way and it needs to change. I can’t do it on my own I need help and I got help. I have somebody will hold me accountable when I can’t or when I falter. When I do it the bad stuff I don’t even feel bad anymore even though I know I should but how do I get that feeling back? Will this really help me or will I just fall off again. I just need to trust in God. I need his help. I can’t do this alone. I need to stop I want to stop.