Letter to myself:

I know you can beat this. I know God has plans for you, he has a calling for your life and you can’t move forward with them until you are free of this sin. I know you are afraid you will never be free. That is just a lie, put in your head from the devil. Ignore them! Don’t give them any time or place to grow! Satan is afraid of what you might become. He will do anything to stop you from becoming what God wants you to be. But God is so much stronger than our enemy. Only he can get you out of this. Only he can set you free. So go. Become the man God wants you to be.

Letter from my sex addict:

I know I need to get free. I have feared that this is just who I am. A porn addict. I want to get married and have a family, but I know I can’t bring this into a marriage. I know God can get me out of this pit. And I thank him for sticking with me through this, because without him, I’d be hopeless.