I’m disappointed in what you’ve become and how you have let this addiction take over your life. You have a loving wife who gives you what you need sexually yet you you still feel the need to watch porn. You don’t need it! It’s not right for you to watch those things. Because of your job you need to be connected to the internet so helping you by getting rid of the internet isn’t going to work. You just need to stop. Make yourself stop looking. Try not to be tempted. Turn away when things pop up on web pages that you shouldn’t be looking. Try to be strong!