Your tree heroes are: Christ, Matt and Billy. Think about what that implies. You want to be like them. Billy over came porn by hard work and obedience. Matt overcame drugs by hard work and obedience. Christ won your freedom and overcame DEATH by obedience and hard work. They all suffered through it. Billy and Matt stumbled. Got back up, and worked their butts off! They all overcame seemingly insurmountable obstibcles. You, through the power of Christ can too. God is with you, oh Child of his. fight.