Letter to myself:

Dear sex addict self,

To be completely honest, I think you’re a piece of shit. I claim to love God, love my wife, and have respect for women, yet I keep doing this kind of stuff. I really don’t want anything to do with you anymore, but you keep coming back. Why won’t you leave? I don’t want to lose my wife over this. And I’m scared. I don’t want to hurt her. That scares me more than anything. She deserves better than you. How can she even stand to be around you? Just stop! Here’s what you need to do: pray constantly, read the word daily, be honest about yourself, and communicate. You will be gone. You will not defeat me.

With hate,

Letter from my sex addict:

Here is the deal man,
I’ve been around for a while, and I know you don’t want me, but you like having me here. When you feel bad for yourself (which is always) I make you feel better. I know you lose sleep over me sometimes, but thats a price you’re willing to pay. You say you don’t want to hurt your wife, but that doesn’t seem to bother you while you’re looking at stuff online. You’ve tried to convince yourself you can stop, but we both know you can’t. We both know this will ruin you. We both know that this is at the core of who you are. Be prepared for failure, because that’s what you are.