Letter to myself:

You feel as though you aren’t hurting anyone with your once in a while habit, but everyone in those images and videos are someone’s daughter how would you feel if your daughters became involved in that life? You hide it well and dismiss it as innocent pictures that only escalate when you are lonely by yourself on the road. Relieving stress and tension. You need to confront this and know that there is help out there and your saviour is accessible 24/7. You know where to turn so what’s stopping you?

Letter from my sex addict:

I know you are right and I justify my actions with the typical excuses it’s not hardcore its only a couple of pics/gifs/videos once in a while when I need a pick me up on the road coz I’m lonely or feeling down. I want to kick this habit and I need the tools because I’m not winning alone.