It’s time for me to take a stand. You are not more powerful than my God. I know now that I am loved by God, and He loves me just the way I am. The times you make me feel sorry for myself, for not being smart enough, rich enough, or tall enough, it’s all just lies. Every time you told me my dad doesn’t love me as much as my brother, that I am a waste of money or I am just a useless person. They’re nothing but lies. I refuse to believe them anymore.
I know God loves me, as he creates me perfect in His eyes. He accepts me the way that I am, thus I have to accept myself for the way that I am now. There’s nothing wrong with me. I am not an accident. I’m happy and content to be me!!! I will not be forced again to submit to my addictions.
I will find my partner to help me. I want to be free from my masturbation and porn addiction. I know I can do it. It’s been to long you have put your claws in my life. You made me think that I’m not worthy of anything, yet Jesus saves me while I’m still a sinner. He loves me no matter what I do in life. He paid dearly for all of my sins, so I should be careful with my body.
From this day on, I will tell the truth, even to my girlfriend and my accountability partner. No matter what happen, I will face the consequences instead of wallowing in fear.
I will be free from the bondage you have created since I was 9. Jesus will free me!!! He has done miracles for a lot of people, and I’m sure He will set me free from this chain.