Letter to myself:

STOP PLEASE GOD LOVES YOU STILL. DONT THINK THAT BECAUSE YOUVE GONE BACK ON YOUR PROMISE TO STAY AWAY A MILLION TIMES MAKES HIS LOVE AND FORGIVENESS ANY LESS. god will bless you if you stop, he’s waiting to reward you for overcoming this battle and he is trying to help you. You just have to listen

Letter from my sex addict:

I’m honestly not sure what I’m supposed to say here. I don’t know what I can say that I haven’t already told myself. I need help and I need to just have a stronger will and determination to not give into watching porn. I don’t care how bored I get or if I just want to take a quick peek. My conscience knows that that’s not what’s going to happen if I find myself on a websitexxx. If I’m being honest with myself, I really need to step away and tell my self firmly, NO