I feel so tired. I can not see the end of the road any more. Some times i can hold it out without porn and than i see some beautifull legs and ofcourse some old porn images pop up in my head and my brain says: “more!”. I am so sick of it! Some times i get a taste of victory and i can see my life without porn! but that images gets destroyed very fast when i dream about it. Right after when i have watched porn, i feel no emotions and no love in my hart. It’s a dark empty hole where you can find nothing……But never again i will obay my sex addiction! Never again i will feel empty. Never again i wil see a women abused on my monitor. Never again in pain and shame! Never again THAT I WILL OBAY YOU!!!!!
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