Letter to myself:

Dear porn addict,

I’m done with you. I’m tired of you rearing your ugly head and making me feel like I need you… I don’t. God loves me and will redeem me, but you just need to die and stay there already. I’m through with you and will do whatever it takes. There is nothing fruitful that comes from looking at a girl that isn’t my wife in a way that I want tot have sex with them. That’s straight messed up. I need you to leave me alone from here on out. With God by my side and people to keep me accountable, you will be dead and gone forever. I hate you.

Letter from my sex addict:

You better be serious because if not there’s no use in even trying. I’m stronger than you think I am. If you don’t get rid of me now, before you get married, I’m gonna take control of that family of yours and eventually get your son addicted, just like you.