Letter to myself:

Hey im so sick of being a slave to you feeling like i just cant win 15 years is just to long. Bringing you into my marrige trying to get between us. im not going to let you get in the way any longer you will not ruin my marrige and my relationship with my kids as they get older. Im sick of your lies God does love me and wants me to overcome you. You are week But He is strong .

Letter from my sex addict:

You have tried everything in the last 15 years of this problam why would this challenge be any different . I control you . You are a failure and you will fail again . And i cant wait to fill you with empty promises again wen you do fail. See you soon – your worst nightmare